Three weeks clean today :) never felt better

No, I’m not okay, I’m destroyed, I’m broken, I’m a mess, I’m missing the most important pieces, I will never be whole, I will never be okay.

i dont feel like being strong today

The only true battle in life is the one fighting against yourself.

no one is going to love you if you dont love yourself

stay strong <3

relapsing again. im so sick of all this

what if it never gets better

the scars you cant see are the ones that hurt the most

pain makes people change 

i hate pretending im happy. i’m dying from the inside out.

i can only handle so much pain 

I hate the intense breathing you get right before you cut. Like your being suffocated and your lungs are breaking down. You can’t think straight or focus. Then you put the razor to your skin and you can instantly breath again and think straight.

i bottle everything up

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